28.11.09

nah,

sila pancung kepala saya.

19.11.09

Cherry Blossom pt 2

like I've said before, I welcome you devil, if you dont want to go, might as well stay. so that i can listen. and learn.

"but sir Ive got a question for you."

Devil: Yes? Humor me.

16.11.09

When the past passed by

I was on a journey then it struck me,
I was taking the London underground then it struck me,
I was flying so high above then it struck me,

I crave for the good times that You bring.

Gabrielle
Gabrielle
Gabrielle
Gabrielle
Gabrielle

29.10.09

absolute carbon copy

turn me into phantom
my path was crossed on the sea.
take me away
for eternity.

25.10.09

dirty vegas

you
still a whisper on my lips
a feeling on my fingertips
that's pulling at my skin

days go by and still i think of you
days when i couldnt live my life without you
without you
without you
without you

2.10.09

diari sampah

Finding a 'stop' button.

21.7.09

His hunch is telling him something.
The real he denied everything.

2 years.

i'll go wherever i flee.
let me feel the agony.
I welcome you devil.
For if you dont wanna go, might as well stay,
So that i can listen.
And learn.

2nd time is the last time.
I dont want to but i'll disappear
if there is to be a 3rd time.

I'm packing my belongings..
And it is your option to unpack everything..
Only one person has the spare keys.
'You' know who that person is..

I'll carry 'the' strawberry..
That once tastes like sweet memories..
There wont be goodbyes..
Because we can disappear completely..
Like a sweet dreams from a long slumber..

2 years and no one come close as you..

9.7.09

reckoner

reckoner
you can't take it with you
dancing for your pleasure

you are not to blame for
bittersweet distractor
dare not speak its name
dedicated to all human beings

because we separate like ripples on a blank shore
because we separate like ripples on a blank shore

reckoner
take me with you
dedicated to all human beings

17.6.09

Nomad without a wagon

A nomad without a wagon.

Just few more periods,
so that he can lay down,
For he is long for something he can lick,
(Never thought a red brick can be this sweet)
Without the others disgusts him,
and thinking him as a freak.

31.5.09

Kareem masuk penjara

"Lagi 7 hari kau bole kluar. tempat ni sesak dengan orang macam kau!" kata warden penjara kepada Kareem dengan tegas. Hari-hari terakhir Kareem di selnya selalu dihabiskan dengan Simon Yap, penghuni sel yang bersebelahan. Berbadan tegap tapi tidak maskular, bermisai lebat tapi halus dengan dahi yang berkedut boleh mempamerkan usianya yang agak lewat 40an.

Simon Yap: waaa manyak syok u bole klua. aku ni ntah bileee bole klua..

Kareem : Haaha.sapa suruh lu pancung orang..

Simon Yap: Ah! Abang ipar aku mmg carik pasal. kasi 'moral' siket jangan kacau
gewfren wa. Lu punya bini apa cerita? dia tunggu lu ke? wa slalu nampak dia dtg jumpa lu.

Kareem: bini aku sihat je. Ntahlah simon. hati aku tak sedap la. macam ada tak kena. Lu tengok lalat tu. kat makanan aku pun dia tak hinggap.

Simon Yap: Lu ni kan.. itu mat saleh kata supersticious. tapi lu aa kareem, kena hati2. Dulu abang ipar wa slaluuuu cakap, balak tu adee untuk kena tebang. Padan muka dia!!! wa kasi tebang die punye kepalee.

Kareem: *garu garu kepala* ..Dia suka anjing tapi tak bole bela. tapi balik nanti ni biar aku jadi anjing la. wa boleh bau2 dia . jilat muka pun boleh. lu cakap apa anjing buat manusia tak bole buat??

Simon Yap:..... wei lelaki, lu kena kluar penjara cepat skit. baru dua tahun kat sini lu dah jadi .. apa itu olang putih kata, ha! homosek!! homosek la lu kareem! Lagi lama lu kat sini, nanti bontot lu boleh longgar. Mau berak pun talak payah tekan2 perut oo.

Kareem: Homoseks la bodo! cakap gay kan senang. ahhahaha

Simon Yap: Gay la lu Kareem. ahhahahah

Suara mereka sayup-sayup kehilangan melalui koridor sel yang gelap dan udaranya berat dengan bau keringat. Hanya cahaya kecil dari tingkap di hujung koridor membezakan waktu siang dan malam.

Cahaya itu semakin suram. Kareem mengeluh panjang.

20.5.09

20052009

It was 7 days ago when...

It was 4 days ago when...

It was the same 4 days ago when...

It was 3 days ago when...

It was 2 days ago when...

It was yesterday when...

"Girls and their dolls,
While boys being boys." -S-


-20052009-

3.5.09

I like you-s but i dont.

I'm asking you something..

Not to look down upon us..
Why focusing on stars?
and not the universe?

I'm telling you one thing..

Don't tell us we don't understand..
Just because our path has no glitter,
and we don't usually rant.

Let me tell you-s few things..

While you people busy imagining great landmarks,
All of the others are busy reaching their own 'landmark-s'

Why focusing on stars?
and not the universe?

Please take heed and you-s will understand those verses.

21.4.09

white and grey




I'm running on this landscape..
Tripping branches just to escape..

I see a statue,
Rock solid in her virtue

Can you feel it? (Who is that behind you?)
Can you sense it? (What is that behind you?)

The statue demands audience,
when not a single entity is evidence.

I came to understand what I lack,
A perfect sculpture in time will crack.

15.4.09

Raikan cinta

Berapa dalam harus kugali tanah ini harus kugali 
Untuk bertemu permata nilai sejati nilai sejati 
Baru kupulang ke kampung sentosaku 
Baru tercapai segala maksudku 

Perahuku menghala ke hulu kuala jua kusua, jua kusua... 
Kau lihat aku, aku pula lihat dia samakah kita ? 

Ke sana ke sini lari-lari kecil 
Bagai Siti Hajar mencari air 
Terpancur sinar di kering pasir 
Bekas hentakan kudus kaki Ismail 

Mari mawarku raikan cinta 
Tanpa cintaNya kita tiada 
Mawar cinta mawarku abadi 
Cinta pemilik segala Jadi 

Mari mawarku raikan cinta 
Kerana cinta kita abadi 
Mawar cinta mawarku sejati 
Cinta pemilik segala Jadi 

Raikan cinta

25.3.09

mojo ku ke angkasa.

"Juruterbang wanita mahu kamu,
dimana kamu pembantuku?
dimana kamu manusia gps ku?"

mari bakarkan minyak itu!
bawaku dari realitiku!
lupakan aku dari realitiku!

.
aku dengarkan. kau tuturkan. aku soalkan. kita persendakan.

 kita hentikan.kita abaikan.kita fahamkan.kita kongsikan.

dan....

.

Loceng sudah berbunyi cikgu!
aku hanya sementara. aku hanya di tepi landasan kuningmu itu. 
sentuhan selamat tinggal itu aku beri..

"JUJUR SANGAT SENYUMMU ITU!"

seolah-olah kau sembuh dari mati..
dan kutahu kau akan terus mengingati..
na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na

19.3.09

Nyanyian lagu tiada vokal.

"aku mahu kamu yang luar biasa!"

Teriaknya seorang instrumen tanpa berkata-kata.
Hai hidup matiku.. kau hilang menyepi dikala keperluan.
Ingin kau aku beri sebuah balutan dan sulaman.
Dan juga kehangatan aku dan kau gelarkan nikmat.
Ciuman lembutku membuat kau mengerang dan memujiku "hebat!"


Bawaku ke angkasa? Tolong?
Boleh sekali lagi aku melihat musik dan mendengar warna?

14.3.09

The ship is outta fuel.

As I lay down in the darkness
My thoughts wanders.
Taking small steps..
Just for a lil sneak preview. of??

Captain sherpard is a paragon when in grim
But a renegade when blessed with gleam

For that the captain beg your forgiveness.

Pardon me but my spidey sense is tingling.

22.2.09

A boy, a friend and nowhere's land.

A boy and a friend,
Travelled beyond the earth,
in a search of nowhere's land.
Thinking this wont hurt,
Steered a ship in autopilot.
For she was painted in green,
And running on grin.

For taking the friend away of grief..
the friend gave the boy a gift..
A gift so great the boy trembled upon receiving..
A gift so inviting the boy taught twice upon taking.

An inch to be reached..
but miles to be breached..

the boy shivered,
again the boy shivered,

till the next sun awakens the bird.

20.2.09

tale of the teddy lady

Once there lives a teddy lady..
Who commands the soul of the needy..
By twisting her fingers and others gently..

A hunchback travelled with heart starting to rot,
For the sake of something he understands not,
Earth commanding Teddy lady blowed a blizzard,
When she saw a fool mistaken for a coward.
Separated him from the cloud of flame,
Just to have another prisoner on her wall of fame.

Sealed and lonely.
Only teddy lady has the key.

Unlock the door, please! let the hunchback roams freely..
Unlock the door, please! let the hunchback sings happily..
Unlock the door, please! Please! Please! with the right key..
And there won’t be of shattering and ravaging without mercy....

19.2.09

for the abandoned one

O Bringer of red summer!

Renegade of humanity!
 
taking away her lovely glimmer.

and lock him away in eternity..